Rants and raves of the stupid bimbo...

I don't have a degree in economy...I'm just a dumb bitch who's lucky enough to get a scholarship to further my master perhaps maybe because I'm a Malay by birth..and seriously, regional integration course won't make me get paid any higher that what i already earn right now..I'm just a bit highly qualified person to teach your kids ABC...but with this god given brain..with the passion I have about policy...I took time to study them every chance that I got..I study policies, manifestoes, blueprints, orange books, red books, white papers, black papers and anything I can get my hands on...just so that by the slightest chance I can make people see that utopia doesn't exist..that the dress that perfectly fit the lala on the way to the club somewhere might look like a rag when you wear it.. It's easy to have a simple mind, to have one cure for all the deseases...implement hudud to prevent crime, toppled the govt. to have more prosperous country..I'm disappointed that people actually believe in those shits...it's not enough to dream and to make it happen.., it's important to understand that we live in an imperfect world with a flawed system, once you put your sentiment out of the picture then you can be rational about things. Most people forget about rationality when their emotion is provoked. And the people with motive and objective take advantage on it. I once thought by being a teacher I could change the way the kids think, but some of the teachers brought their sentiments to the classroom and were proud of their doing. Now I get it when people say I'm too loud and that I'm just wasting my time or that I'm a poser who thinks  I know it all. I DON"T KNOW every goddamed thing on this Earth..but what I don't know I compensate by reading..and not reading some shit just another blogger sprout and make it my bible...and you know what...being in my surrounding..It's easier to get your mind set on something and stick to it rather than empathizing with everything around you and trying to look at different angels and perspective...being in my surrouding, I don't have to waste time to read and study any legitimate paper..I just cite whatever blog I've read whom the author hid behind a nick name as my credential resource and go rampant keyboard warrior style on  Facebook and claiming that other people who are not in the same note with me are either ball lickers or ass kisser...and I rest my case....