just craps..

recently...i happened to stumble upon a local newspaper. on the first page written something that sounds like "Hadiah najib ketepikan nasib bumiputera"..it attracted my attention to read more. and after finished reading the article, the only words that came from my mouth was "bullshit"..i don't know about everyone else, but one thing for sure. I had enough of this bumiputera drama. what's the point of whining about how many bumiputera out there who "masih hidup merempat" compare to other races.and what's the point of barking (sorry for using that language,but i think it fits) about how NGO's of other races are so supportive when it comes to helping their own race compare to bumiputera NGO's.
The world is getting older now, Malaysia has been freed from the colonization more than fifty years ago. But one thing still remain the same, the fact that the Malays always depends on others to help them achieve what they want. remember how sultan seeking aid from the white man when they want to stop the rebellion of their own flesh and blood.For the sake of power, they are willing to give up land and territory to the white man to get rid of their own brothers...
I just don't understand the fact that the Malays hate outsiders so much but at the same time licking their shoes when they want something.The Malays always thinks just because they are the majority, their words does count. this snobbishness and absurdness is what makes other people look down on them. They use their votes to threat the political power to bow to their own selfish reason. saying stuff like "abolish this or we won't vote you","decrease this or we won't vote you","forbid this or we won't vote you", give me this or we won't vote you" "help us or we won't vote you" or "let this person go or we won't vote you".
Don't tell me it's all for greater good because it only makes me vomit. When god created human, god never says that human should be separated and bound by race, by religion or by language. Never did God says that "this race should be better than the rest" or "this race will have a sure place in heaven".
The paranoia occurs when we lack of knowledge of things. it makes us scared of the unknown.That's why we keep suspecting that other races will try to feed us pork or try to make our kids change their religion.when we condemn the white people about their ignorance of Islam and how they relate Islam with terrorism, has it not occur to our mind, that we are just the same as them and we actually prove them right by showing them such an impudent violent behavior such as shouting and vandalizing the facility in order to voice out our dissatisfaction or behaving like a mob when things doesn't go our way.
Our loud sentiment scares people away.Our rigidness doesn't allow an intelligent thinking to take place.Our pride is slowly decaying our race.But we are still as clueless and carefree. we and our foolish self-confidence is the sole contribution of our fall.but, we still close our eyes from seeing the real issue and put the blame on other people and other insignificant things.
Just look at ourselves in the mirror and ask these question to ourselves "have i served my country enough?, have i contributed enough?", "have i taught my kids enough?", "have i gave my greatest effort to improve myself enough?", "have I made my kids respects me enough?", "have i made people like me enough?", have I helped other people enough?", "have i sacrificed enough?", "have i done enough improving my economic status", "have I helped by giving the younger generation job opportunity?", "when do i stop begging and try to be independent economically?","when do i stop using my crony connection to get what i desire?" and many more.
Trust me, this issue and what we are facing right now at this moment has nothing to do with other races or religion or languages. It's about us.It's about our paranoia to accept something we are unfamiliar with because we sit in the comfort zone long enough that we are unwilling to let go. We condemning things we don't understand without realizing that the chair that we are so comfortably sit on has broken it's leg one at a time and it's only a matter of time that we stumble and fall because of our own doing.
Just look at our kids. Our youth of the nation, the pillar for the future generation. The foundation of future civilization and you will understand that our hope is slowly dimmed and fade away. Give this kid conscience, give them something to hope for, teach them the words responsibility,teach them to respect others, teach them to share, teach them to be humble, teach them to be honest, teach them that when we start to love others the world will be a better place.it's all start at home. Don't try to be a hero if you are fail to do your first and foremost job god has given you.Stop saying things about rights,discrimination,bribery, sex scandals or cronisme when you don't know where your children are at night.respect is earned, it's not given and love knows no boundary. The greatest love is from god, and to god we leave things we are uncertain about.